Too weird to live. Too rare to die.
tagged as:
# thoughts
# random

"Boys Don’t Cry" by The Cure will forever remind me of my ex Ryan at my nina’s wedding. That was a fun day

My chest hurts and feels heavy. My thoughts get worse. Some of my anger and frustration comes out at times I don’t mean it to. Some people have some sort of insight about what’s going on. Still, no one gives a shit to ask. Or gives a shit in general. I thought I felt alone while in hs… what I felt then is nothing compared to what I feel now…

Everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you…
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.

I wish I could talk to someone about this…

I saw my ex. Still cool to be friends after all these years. “Hi love”…..same old Charlie. Still not sure if he’s straight or not. Maybe bi? Idk

Seriously dont feel like performing today. Really not in the mood…..not that anyone actually cares though…



on the way home after concerts with your friend like 


tagged as:
# personal
# suicide
# hanging

I saw a body hanging on a tree yesterday in the park….
There was a sheet covering him but they (the police) left the body hanging still, making it obvious….

Should just add pewdiepie and marzia to the list of people im jealous of….



i’m still pissed off about growing up

I always find myself caught between saying too much and not saying enough
— (via bl-ossomed)

(Source: metaphxric)